Wait to Bloom // Spring flowers

I stayed in a Campus University in the United Kingdom while studying. In the middle of the university campus used to be a beautiful lake with ducks and geese and a lovely array of flowers throughout spring into summer.

I used to love taking long walks through the seasons along the lakeside, spying on baby cygnets and watching swans glide seamlessly on the surface of the water. Each season was different, each season taught me different lessons.

But I still vividly remember that one picture my eye caught during a time of the year where spring came a little later

Mountains and Skies // God’s love 

Let’s be real, it’s sometimes hard to be human. I love the parts where I get to sing and dance and do the fun stuff. But there’s also the boring and mundane stuff in life. And then there’s the pain and everyday reality of sickness and suffering. Battling depression for 12ish years, panic in theContinue reading “Mountains and Skies // God’s love “

Even If// 即或不然// Tetapi Kalau pun Tidak

The fire ranged, the threat was real, Daniel and his friends could have easily averted a disaster if they bowed down to the king.But they only served one King, and would bow down to no other, no matter how much they honoured him.
And so the fiery furnace was where they were to be throwed into.

Finding stillness in the Midst of a Storm

There I was looking at the little boat by the shore in a picture. A picture of serenity and stillness. if being still meant this it sure would be easy.

But then it occurred to me. This is not where the boat belongs. Yes the boat is placed by the shore when not in use, but where it finds it purpose and destiny is when it is out there on the sea, weathering the winds and the waves.

My Journey to Wholeness: Dealing with panic and anxiety attacks

I found myself in the middle of a mild panic attack. My hands were numb, my heart pounded. I needed to settle down. I breathed deep and quickly identified 5 things that I could see, 4 things to touch, 3 sounds I could hear and 2 scents to smell. I felt more grounded. I prayed.Continue reading “My Journey to Wholeness: Dealing with panic and anxiety attacks”